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[25 Mar 2006|08:32pm] |
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so i dunno who really reads this shit anymore but i don't really give a shit cuz i need to write it somewhere.
so i'm totally fuckin' pissed off right now and yeah...i have NOT been like this is sooooooo long. my good friend from my childhood got married today and i was having a good time but john wanted to leave so i left...thinking that i would acutally be going home to something but instead i went home to nothing and lied to everyone there. i came home and asked john if we could roll down to the tattoo shop because i wanted to get my tattoo filled in and it was saturday night and we weren't doing anything anyway. well he said yes but he fell asleep so i let him sleep for about an hr. then woke him up and then he made a big fuckin' deal and said he didnt wanna go because he was tired. it's fuckin' eight thirty on a fuckin' saturday and he wants to fuckin' sleep. how fuckin' fun is that. i left my friends fuckin' wedding because he didn't wanna be there and now i'm fucking sitting at home. FUCK YOU JOHN. i don't know what to fuckin' do. so, so far tonite i've cried, threw stuff, broken shit, and cut myself. what a great fuckin' life i have. i haven't cut myself or even thought about it for more then 3 years. FUCK YOU JOHN. granted he fuckin' told me that i could go to the tattoo shop by myself but thats not what i wanted to do. if anything i just wanted to go hang out. but NO john has to be a fuckin' dick head. if he was getting a tattoo he would be fuckin' all over that but since i'm getting one he says no. he's been around for, lets see i've had all together, 7 tattoo sittings and he has been there for, 3. 3 of the fucking 7. how fuckin' lame is that. i've been to almost every single tattoo that he has gotten since we have been together cept a few select some because i was at school. i feel like throwing up all over his fuckin' sleeping body right now. just puking up everything that i have eatten today all over his fucking face. FUCK YOU JOHNATHAN
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| *So YeAh i HaTe ThE wOrLd* |
[15 Jan 2006|09:37pm] |
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ok so today isn't like any other sunday because nothing went as it usually does! so it seems a little weird. also i'm tired but i don't wanna go to bed! i dunno. i hate the world pretty much and thats all that matters!
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| *ThIs ToTaLLy SuCkS BaLLs* |
[02 Jan 2006|09:34am] |
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so one of my best friends finally moved after he said a million times that he was going to and never did. not i'm heart broken. i can't talk to him and bug him and annoy him with all my jabbering. he can't help me with my problems anymore ::cries::
I MISS YOU TEEJAY
this is a sad day!!! but to make up for him being gone, new years was GREAT haha
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| *ExCuSe Me My PrEtTy UgLy* |
[30 Nov 2005|07:20am] |
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SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL I HATE HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no it's no one you know so stop it
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| *AmBeR Is A DiRtY WhOrE* |
[28 Nov 2005|09:45pm] |
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ok so amber isn't really a dirty whore but she is my best friend so i wanted to write something about her. so today was great...besides the fact that i started my period at work and i had to run all way home and then go back again cuz my co worker rose is a dirty hooker. she was working on van buren to late last night and had to go home and get some sleep. today heather and i went and got her some food up at Desert Ridge and then we went into industrial, looked at shoes and talked to TJ some. then we pretty much left because it was boring. then it got cold outside so i had to put on a sweater. my sweater is pretty much awesome cuz it had checkers on it and some skulls and shit. so i realized that i'm really short cuz i come up to teejays nipples and thats not cool, and i basically had to jump to give him a high five. that totally isnt cool either! blah i hate being short and fat. i'm totally changing my ways though, i've started eatting better and i'm totally going to start exercising more, as soon as i'm off the rag lol. and i'm washing my face every night so my acne ridden self won't scare away anymore kids! soon i will be hot and i will love having sex with myself in the mirror. YES. hehe anyways...if christina reads this you should come and party with us hooker cuz we rock all that rocks. bring rob because we like him too! :o) welp i'm off to bed cuz i have to work early tomorrow morning. LOVE EVERYONE WHO READS THIS...
..........................THAT MEANS YOU............................
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| *aLL KiNdS oF MuSiC BuT No FuN* |
[26 Oct 2005|06:08pm] |
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so john's band is having a show on nov. 11th...and everyone who reads this should go! it's at the phix down on 13th ave and grand. i know it's a little far but it's totally worth it. john's band kicks major ass!!! they're name is dead replica,and they will be playing with the tombstoners, the numptys and some other bands...but john is being a total fuckin' ass hole right now so i'm going to go!!! love you guys and FUCK JOHN
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| *YoU WiSh U WeRe Me* |
[14 Oct 2005|05:12pm] |
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NOW I'M GOING TO MEXICO...hahaha bitches
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| *ToTaLLy AwEsOmE SHiT* |
[06 Oct 2005|07:28am] |
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CALIFORNIA AGAIN BITCHES BE PREPARED!!!! FUCK YEAH... so i have come to the conclusion that it's almost like i live there lol, i'm giong like at least every month cuz i'm freakin' awesome. and kristy this time i swear i will call you cuz i love you! *kisses* YES...i'm so freakin' excicted. drew is giong to be with us this time so it's going to be like the first time, cept better cuz we have money lol. well i'm off i gotta go clean my car!!! WE LEAVE TOMORROW!
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| *GrOwL MoThA FuCkA* |
[29 Sep 2005|10:34am] |
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so yey...drew is in town, hopefully him, john, and i get to have some real fun while he is here this time!!! it's much longer then before which is totally rad! he's here for like 3 weeks now instead of 2 lol! woot woot. so yeah check this...i was at work Tues. and i was watching the dr. do a procedure *taking off a thumb nail* and next thing i know i started feeling woozy and i was on the gound. apparently i fainted and it almost looked like i was having a seizure the dr. said. but i ened up skidding up the side of my face, having a black and swollen eye and almost breaking my wrist lol i just got a CT scan done today of my face and everything came back normal. which is good...no fracture, just alot alot of pain. i'm praying to god that i don't have a scar from this on the side of my face, cuz if i do i will cry like a new born baby! well not really but yeah u know. so yeah i just thought iw ould fill ya'll in with what was going on lol. i'm still doing good, got a great job, great friends, and a wonderful family/relationship lol. i'm PERFECT! *woot*
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| *DoEs It ReaLLy HaPpEn ThAt WaY???* |
[30 Aug 2005|03:03pm] |
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so yeah lol i don't know who acutally still reads my thingie but i haven't wrong in a really really long time!!! ::giggles:: so here goes...i have a job now...i work at scottsdale family urgent care and i'm an MA...i graduated college and yeah...lol that totally rocks. i'm moving in with my friend heather by Nov. 1st and we are going to have a totally awesome time! my life has been amazing! i don't think it could get any better right now...well yeah it could lol icould be in cali. lying on the beach with a good body and a nice tan not giving a damn about what came the next day but yeah haha that won't be happening. hummm...i love all my friends, i miss tj lol and i love john with all my heart!!!! what could be better then that *thinking of it logically* NOTHING...hehe u got it right. i got rid of a friend a while ago, and i kind of miss her but i think it's for the better right now. no more fighting and no more drama...i acutally go rid of 2 *used to be really good* friends...and like i said now it's no more fighting nor drama. it's fuckin' wonderful. going ur seperate ways from people might be what i needed and it's great!!!! i'm so happy right now!!! ::giggles:: oh yes and i love exclamation points...alot!!!!!!!! well imma go if u read this neat if u don't then neat too lol.
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| *BuTTeRfLiES* |
[20 Jun 2005|07:55am] |
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oh my gosh i can't even get over it lol i need to tell someone before i burst hahaha and no not in one of these damn journals lol cuz word can get out hahahahah. i wanna tell heather lol heather knows everything lol so she needs to know this!!!! HEATHER I NEED TO TALK TO YOU I'M ABOUT TO BURST INSIDE AND IT'S ONLY BEEN A DAY AND 1/2 AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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| *ItS ALwAyS ThIs* |
[16 Jun 2005|07:13am] |
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gosh i love my friends. speically the ones who make me laugh and put me in a way good mood. heateher, kristen, christina, christine, ashley...all of you guys hahaha notice they are all girls...I LOVE GIRLS. just kidding actually most girls are scandoulous bitches but thats besides the point. i haven't been in such a good mood latily and i'm happy to have all these friends that acutally care about what i go thru. and thent he only guy that cares LoL TJ is AWESOME. *sigh* thank you guys for all the advice u have given me lol i know who i'll be going to for me!!! *LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL MY HOMIES*
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| *FuCk YoU GuYs* |
[12 Jun 2005|10:06am] |
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EVERYONE SUCKS HARD CORE ASSHOLE
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| *OH my GoD pLeAsE EnD ThE CrAP* |
[10 Jun 2005|06:07am] |
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i'M BoReD AnD TiReD...I JuSt CaNt Go BaCk To SLeEp!!! JoHn LeFt FoR WoRk AnD NoW i'M StUcK At HoMe WiTh No FrIeNdS AnD An EmPtY BeD!!!! HoW GrEaT Of A LiFe Is ThAt??? ReCeNtLy i'Ve BeEn FeElInG ReALlY SaD FoR No ApPaReNt ReAsOn WhAt So EvEr!!! I ThInK iT's BeCaUsE I HaVe Al0t Of TiMe On My HaNdS AnD NoThInG To Do To FiLL ThE SpAcE, LiKe WhAt iS ThErE To Do In ThIs ShIt HoLe Of A ToWn? I'vE LiVeD HeRe FoR 19 YeArS AnD i sTiLL DoNt KnOw, HoW GrAnD. BLAH...I'm GoInG BaCk To BeD, As HaRd As It MaY SeEm I CaN AcTuALLy HeAr It CaLLiNg My NaMe. ByE
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| *LiTtLe ThInGs CaUsE BiG TrAgeDiEs* |
[23 May 2005|02:11am] |
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so it feels like my heart is being ripped into millions of tiny peices and being throwin' in ever direction known to man. i don't even know what to do anymore. my heart and eyes hurt, my chest feels like it's caving in, and i have a huge ball in the middle of my throat. i think this is probably one of the worst feelings i have ever felt in my intire life <3
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| *FiNaLLy 2-MaRrOw iS ThE DaY AfTeR ToDaY* |
[20 May 2005|07:40am] |
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so tomorrow tiffany and cliff are getting married *woot woot* i'm in it too! i'm excited but then again i have a whole bunch of emotions mixed up lol. i'm scared, happy, glad, parrinod, and you know some other things :o) i'm sacared because i don't wanna mess up, i'm happy cuz who isn't happy on a wedding day, i'm glad cuz i got picked to be in the wedding, and parrinod because i'm not like best friends with any of them so i don't wanna be left out!!!! :o\ thats the icky part!!!!! but i think it will be fun non-the-less. we all get to ride in a big limo around town for a couple hrs. so if u seen a whole bunch of drunk hawaiian dressed people riding around in a limo acting like asses that would be us!!!! hehe. that is so exciting. i dunno what we are going to do but we have the limo for 3 hrs. so we could do a whole bunch of cool shit. and concidering it's on a saturday. c'mon people. i need to bring a camera FOR SURE! welp imma go i still have a bunch of stuff to do!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 *SmOoChEs*
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